Being in service to the collective consciousness of this planet has been a ever changing path I attempt to walk with grace. From consciousness expansion to the creation of InnerLight & my tallow products, my mission drives all I do. Born of the stars I respond to them & I put intention into it all.

Anais

Working with my hands and creating has always been part of my existence and I was born of creatives souls this lifetime. Finding natural ways to live has always been a priority for me and how I tried to raise my children. Through all the guidance I receive I try to not question creative sparks, hence InnerLight was born! In a world being driven by a desire to make all artificial, remaining close to the land and natural ways is everything. I started by creating my own cooking tallow and moved into candles and skincare. Tallow is an amazing, otherwise discarded, part of animals. I work with small ranches to source the fat and hand render it all. Its a beautiful alchemical process which allows for many creations. An extension of all my offerings- InnerLight has substance and purpose!

I have been blessed this life time to have been guided by a few amazing teachers and in this space I would love to honor them. Martin Prechtel was really the first teacher I was able to commit to my deep healing; his teachings stirred my being so much i had no choice other than to search amidst my energy and conditioning, seeking my truths, seeking my ancestral truths, my origins and all the inbetween! I grew, my soul stretched and I. was able to open to the universe in ways I am intended. Martins teachings became a part of me and I am grateful for all the lessons.

Along my journey I came to work with Malidoma Patrice Some and again I threw myself into my density and I expanded into layers that would forever shift me. Malidoma held a strong energy in my reality and even with his cantankerous, cryptic ways he guided me to realms I was required to go. My journey took me to Burkina Faso with Malidoma and a group and in that experience linear time was demolished. We connected on time travel and vectors where our minds held consciousness in a similar fashion. He was adamantly clear to me that he was not my teacher, that no human was and many memories flooded back to me…

A little of my story

I came into this life time with a lot of determination to create change and take on some very hard lessons and of course we forget most of our mission and agreements when we are born and I was no exception.

 I was an extremely sensitive child as my third eye was open and I could see varying dimensions, my star family, spirits and dark spirits. My parents were young, running from normality and fighting the system, which included a tremendous deal of partying, drinking and drug use.

For me it was watching the adults around me leave their bodies and right away dark energy would enter them. It made me fearful of people, their energy usually did not match their words. I stayed with nature, animals and mostly my spirit guides and star family. Ialways knew Iwasn't like everyone else and that I wasn't from this place. I longedfor home even though it was a memory I couldn't quite remember.

It left me feeling alone and oftentimes confused, especially with people. I spent a great deal of time alone out in nature in Montana, where I did feel alive and happy. I would play with the fae in the forest for hours and hours. They told me stories of the creatures of this world and how I came from the stars. I would lay in a big field that the forest bordered and the stars would teach me many things. It was an interesting energy of totally understanding and not at all and it all worked for me. Star beings appeared to me a lot when i was going to bed and they would follow into my dream time. This was my family too and I survived because of them. I learned early on not to share this part of my reality with other humans as no one i was around understood.

I didn't have any interest in people or friends until adolescence, where I started to care. I kept my real self hidden and began to conform to the masses… or so I tried. High school was a blur of anger and reckless behavior and I wore a mask and ignored spirit as best I could. My star family watched and when they came I would listen, although I would not act on their guidance. I pretended I didnt see and know all the layers of energy I did; I basically played dumb. When I was eighteen I was casually eating dinner on my bed when all of a sudden I was slammed into a vision.

I was running down a huge tunnel that was showing me running scenarios of my life and they were telling me I had to start; I was running, covering my ears and screaming no!

When I came to I had had a grand mal seizure and my mom was all freaked out. I didn't care, I just kept telling her what I experienced. She took me to a neurologist who I attempted to tell my story to, he laughed and said it was my brain misfiring. Next I saw a doctor of Chinese medicine, I told him and he listened. He was
intrigued and told me he believed me. I still refused to heed spirits call and continued on my incessant desire to blend into what I thought a normal life was.


The riddle of my seizures is one I have spent a good deal of time elaborating and I go into detail in my book.


Western medicine had no answers, my brain was healthy. I was marked by spirit and I began to understand and remember not only my Sirian origination, but also that I had a mission! I had always kept my star family a secret from people and it was a journey to allow this part of my self to not only be seen but to lead! My medicine is of star beings
and loving share now. Humanity, the collective consciousness is at a point where people must courageously step up into who they are to
really really help!

A bio is a story and my story is complex, unique and made of many many energies. I share here a small piece and believe the place we connect is powerful and perfect. Being an awakened starseed I move in many realities as does my ongoing journey, teaching and activations. My mission includes all those that are willing to join a bigger mission!


HUMANITY, THE COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS IS AT A POINT WHERE PEOPLE MUST COURAGEOUSLY STEP INTO WHO THEY ARE TO BE OF SERVICE TO THE
WORLD.